I just realized how I changed. Time has transformed me into someone whose the opposite of the old me. I used to be so confident about everything I do and so strong that I can surpass all my shortcomings. Guess what, now I am not like that anymore. A lot of can of worms, issues, predicaments and dilemmas were thrown at me recently. All of them made me crumble, collapse and fall into pieces. Maybe now, I will be stucked on being the opposite of the old me. But I believe that someday I will be back on track and be someone who’s much stronger and much better than the old me.

MASAYA!

For me, mas gusto ko yung hindi ako ang nagsimula ng conversation. Parang kasi kapag ako ang nagsimula, nasa akin yung responsibility na mag-isip ng topic. Nahihirapan pa naman ako minsan mag-isip ng topic. Minsan, I feel unwanted kapag ganun kaya sobrang natutuwa ako kapag hindi ako ang nagsisimula.

May 27 2012

Nakausap ko ngayon si Nicolai through chat. Sobrang seryoso ng usapan namin as in. Tungkol na sa mga personal naming buhay. Grabe. Di ko inaakala na mapagkakatiwalaan niya ako sa mga kinuwento niya about sa family issues nila. Di ko rin inaakala na siya na isang lalake at may nagawa sakin dating di kanais-nais ay mapagkakatiwalaan ko rin tungkol sa family issues ko. Di ba kasi usually ang mga lalake secretive? Di ko ineexpect na ganun pala siya- marunong makinig, mapagpayo at understanding. Siya kasi yung tipo ng lalake na mahilig magtrip at magjoke. I just realized na he’s a very very good friend. I am lucky na friend ko na siya ngayon.

Sa totoo lang, wala akong pakialam kung may mag-unfollow man saakin. I mean, karapatan naman nila yun at choice din naman nila. I will respect it. Para kasi saakin mas importante ang readers kaysa sa followers. Ano naman kasi ang use ng mga followers kung di naman sila readers? Pero dont get me wrong, kung may magfofollow man saakin, okay lang at maaappreciate ko pa :)

Love is not something to search for. Love comes in its most unexpected way. Love is something that is worth waiting for. If you truly desire for true love then better buckle up your patience. Because if that love is really meant for you, it will come without forcing and too much pain. Avoid feeling bad if you don’t have that special someone who will love you that you wanted to be loved yet. Try appreciating the love you can get from your family and friends because when that special someone comes, you might lose time sharing moments with them which is worse than being loveless.

2nd :D

Jzumun He blogs and re blogs. If you are interested with random nerdy stuffs, you can follow him :D His blog consists mostly of things related to science, speculative fiction, ambigrams, origami, webcomics, short games,and a lot of other things. See? His blog is just so random yet worth following.

Ferrerari She’s an admirable blogger, she’s got the that appealing Japanese look and that audacious character which you can see through her posts. I suggest you follow her, you wont regret doing so :) I personally like how she writes her posts.

Waywarddude I guess her blog is new. She blogs and re blogs as well. Her blog is somewhat personal with a touch of randomness. You can follow her if you want, she’s friendly and nice.

Leinachaaaaan Her blog is a mixture of photos and texts. She’s great in writing text posts and I solely love her photographs. I also suggest you follow her blog. It’s clean and nice.

Angbabaengmanhid Oh this blog.. It’s hard to characterize.. Ugh. That’s how cool and great this blog and as well as the blogger. Once you see her posts, you can relate. Follow her or you’ll miss one half of your life. Joke =)))) but seriously, this is a must follow blog.

Jarrataba A marvelous personal blog. Yea, marvelous. I personally like her theme, it looks cute and clean. She’s one of the praiseworthy bloggers I know here in Tumblr. I think she’s beautiful, inside and out :)

These are awesome blogs \m/

Na-attract kasi ako ng commercial nun eh. Maraming colors and all. Nagpabili pa naman ako nun sa parents ko. Ayun, basta inexplain nalang saakin. Hehehehe. TH

matinongmakulit:

I don’t know. Marami akong friends na mababait, ang gagaling mang-trip, matatalino, seryoso, madaldal, at vain. Pero I don’t know kung sino talaga ang matatawag kong bestfriend. Kasi halos lahat sila, very close friends ko eh. Ilan nga sa kanila, nakasama ko na since first year high. Saka kung sasabihin ko naman na bestfriend ko itong tao na to, may iba naman siyang bestfriend. Minsan naman kung iko-consider ko as bestfriend, ayaw. Kaya ewan ko ba, ang labo naman. -.-